I’ve been struggling with a cold for the last few days, and I can’t seem to shake it.  It’s just not bad enough to go to the doctor.

So tonight, after the cough mixture just wasn’t working and I was continually coughing, I thought I’d nebulise myself… it works for the boys… well…

You seen, what I’d forgotten, and remembered just now, was that Combivent was the stuff the hospital used to stop the contractions when I went into labour with Connor at 34 weeks.  If you didn’t know me then and didn’t read my blog then, I was in the labour ward for 4 days while they tried to stop the contractions.  By the fourth day I was just shaking all the time from the stuff, and the gynae said that if he wasn’t born that day, that I would have heart failure because my heart wasn’t coping.

Well, as I sit here typing up this blog post, I’m feeling the same way…  All fidgety and shaky and getting heart palpitations… scary shit!

And memories of all those days of being hooked up to machines… and lots of visitors… and struggling to hold pens to play Sudoku came rushing back…

So, guess I won’t ever be doing that again, will I?

But the coughing has stopped!