Somewhere along the line my priorities when it comes to spending money changed.
I used to spend a lot of money on the house. Buying new things, and making sure the house always looked good.
Nowadays that’s not the case. I don’t bat an eyelid blowing a few grand on a new piece of glass, or a dress or a pair of shoes, or kids clothes… but my oh my… let me go into a home shop (which I do regularly) and I’m so loathe to spend money.
Even R500 on something that I know will make a major difference to the way my house looks is questioned in my mind. It’s crazy man!!
I need to stop this.
I think my plan from now on, is to buy one thing for the house every month. That way I should be ok with the amount I’m spending. And I’ll get my house back into the shape I want it.
It has to happen. I just have to do it. I cannot handle the way my house is looking at the moment. We haven’t really bought anything new since we moved into this house 4 years ago, and I think it’s looking shabby now. We need new curtains, new couches, new rugs, new TV, redo the dining room chair cushions etc etc.
And that makes me feel very stressed to be here. I don’t like it any more.
I need my sanctuary back.